Nightmare

im afraid to sleep at night sometimes. i alwats paralyzed. felt like im still aware with my surroundings in my dream.

it's been a week now. i always had nightmare in my early stage of sleep.

some might say 'ketindihan', i probably am. dark creature, with long hair. female probably, like the usual kuntilanak. holding me down on my bed. can't go anywhere, can't move at all. they are heavy. i can't even speak. i don't know if i were in a dream or real life. i am going insane.