College life

writing this in the middle of my paper homeworks. i know, it's a bit unproductive since this is not what i'm supposed to do. when my time could be used for something better. yet here we go.

two months ago we were having fun doing the ospek thingy and then next week uts is coming. can't believe how time flies faster than I thought. catch up is what I'm doing most for the last couple of months.

is it normal to. questions i don't know the answer to. it's funny, yeah that i chose it by myself. ofc not a thought would be smth like this. but i actually started to understand some of them in the last couple of weeks and i found it quite interesting.

there's voices in my head every now and then. i exploited stress so often that it doesn't work for me anymore. acknowledged it, but not scared of the consequences. stress stops functioning. i had to fabricate fake tension.

ok fuck. that’s enough. i need to go back to writing my work.